Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Deactivate FB account

Salam buat teman2 bloggers..

just nak inform yg saya dah deactivate acct FB saya.... harap kawan2 jgn salah anggap saya delete ke apa eh.. mmg telah diactivatekan...

utk berapa lama saya deactivate acct tu pun saya taktau.. jiwa kacau betol skang nih.. taktau nak diluahkan macam mana.. nak luahkan kat sini pun tak boleh.. Kat Fb pun takleh.. kesudahannya.. pendam je la sorang2..

secara jujurnya my life dari dulu never been perfect.. even until now.. lepas satu2 ALLAH bg dugaan... kadang2 taktau mcm mana nak handle.. tak tertanggung dah rasanya..

bila tgk org lain happy je.. terpk gak..dorang takde masalah ke eh..happy je selalu tapi saya..entahlah... :`(

cuma alhamdulillah takat ni iman saya masih kuat...belum sampai tahap buat menda bukan2 wpun kdg2 terpk gak... nauzubillah...

moga ALLAH tak jemu beri kekuatan pada diri saya.. dan segala dugaan yg diberi , saya terima dgn redha..

Monday, January 16, 2012

i miss my daddy :(

Salam..

Lately ni asyik mimpikan papa jer.. sedih rasa.. rinduu sgt2..even time type ni pun bergenang airmata, teringat moment masa kitaorg bersama dolu2.... :( .. korang takkan faham apa den alami dan rasa... serba salah..complicated woo.. apa2pun moga papa sihat dan didalam lindungan ALLAH selalu..

to my dearest papa, heres a poem for you..


If I could write a story
It would be the greatest ever told
Of a kind and loving father
Who had a heart of gold

If i could write a million pages
But still be unable to say, just how
Much I love and miss you
Every single day

I will remember all you taught me
I'm hurt but won't be sad
‘coz i now no matter what will be
And you'll always be MY DAD


p/s : Love and miss u always pa...